The ME/CFS Society of NSW Inc.

Today was a bad day for me as today my CFS and what one is expected to do in life, once again caused me to crash my car, this time into someone elses 2003 model car. :cry: .

Things truely suck at times with this illness and the very recent relapse Im currently having, my exhaustion and tiredness sucks and having to deal with life in general, those things others take for granted is so much harder for me **as anyone with CFS knows**. After my car accident today, due to my tiredness and struggle to concentrate, it has proven me once again there is not much chance of me being able to work. I got part time work which Im really enjoying only 2 weeks ago, (i relapsed again the end of last year..so since that time hadnt worked again up till now), but the effort involved is already affecting me badly, it's too much, causing me to relapse more. So that all Im doing, for the past week is working and sleeping and struggling to do the little work I are doing, that is up till today when it caused me to smash the cars, hence then I didnt get to work at all, ending up in a shocked state instead with someone having to drive me home. Once again I see no choice but to do what others who see what Im like and know me are telling me.. and quit most of the work Im doing as I just are not capable of it. . I need the money thou :( ***feeling at complete loss of what to do about my life, my life is now so messed up cause of the CFS, it shatters my hopes and dreams***

Tomorrow can only be better.. Im going to spend the next three days in bed and have cancelled all work on Monday and hope that that will be enough to get me over the worst of the slight relapse Im having. **at least I dont currently have the body aches and pains so i are not currently all that bad..thou the sore throat is just starting to all happen again. The sore throat is my warning sign that says to me "SLOW DOWN, enforce bed rest"

All the best to anyone who reads my post....